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Carrying you (君をのせて, Kimi wo Nosete)
from <Castle in the Sky>
I define everything on this whole website, as a gift letter.
Before you read anything, I want to let you know that 😄 this letter may look long and may need time to go through.
This letter is a ‘how you have been doing’ letter, is a ‘shall we talk’ letter, and can also be, a farewell letter.
If you don’t mind, please keep it to yourself.
As the only writer, I had tried to make every paragraph as short and precise as I could.
I do want to talk about everything but unnecessary stories are guaranteed to be not mentioned much.
Don’t worry, the content will still be left here. Whenever you feel like, you are free to come back and check.
If in the future, you, or let's say your future boyfriend/husband, mind and don't want this website exist anymore, please come again and leave a reaction, I will permanently discard and write off this website. I can also transfer the 'love-mina' site address to him😄 After all, it was a very hot limited-site name when I competed with all those 'Mina' fans all around thw world, and registered for it~ It cost~
But if you don’t feel like wasting time on anything here anymore, I totally understand^^
I just wish you can also go through everything,
and maybe, remember something between us, like I do.
and maybe,
remember my name,
think I am a not-bad person,
and miss me a bit, when I miss you,
like I do.
And sincerely, I wish you the best – it means I am sorry for not being able to accompany you ever more, and I am sure your future without me will be much better and happier.
Take care.
I understand, you don't need any of those formal or tedious words and gifts. You may just need the person you love and care about, who gives you daily care and happiness.
I understand, you dislike dramatic stuff. And even telling you here that I have changed a lot, the way itself, the whole website itself, is still so dramatic.
But if not in this way, I don't know how to let you see my determination.
If we can get back even just to distant friend again, I won't talk like everything you see here. I will be silent, be respectful and be positive.
I understand, when you already have your new love, new happiness, all those previous stuff, either happy or sad, as you said, really no longer matters anymore. Maybe even spending a single minute reading till here, is feeling like a waste of time.
I understand all those cruel facts, I totally relate.
But..
But what if you need me in the future? If I leave now, I don't really lose anything, but you may lose a person who unconditionally helps you, trying to protect you, and gifts you whatever you want.
But even you already have 0 word to say to me,
even you had been cold to freezing to me,
even myself has also been moving on,
I am still trying here, not giving up,
Because I know so much that how wonderful you are as a person, how cute you are as a girl, how good you were as a friend, and how adorable you were as a lover.
Because I can still see our future, as I said, not counted as days or weeks, but after months, or even years.
Because I know you also remember almost everything,
you got hurt and annoyed about the Tennie from April to May, so your heart choose to close to him, and to forget about the feeling you had on me before.
But, I know you actually are a simple girl, you want to be loved just like I did.
You can dislike a person after one single accident or one conversation, you can also like a person very much similarly quick,
And I knew what I did wrong and bad before, and I clearly
Mina, I also thought about just disappear forever, just forget about everything and be careless to our story.
I am also being moving on,
But how can pretend nothing happened, and move on with ending like a mess.
But after going through all the things you did for me:
and I spent on you,
But after times of thinking, in Tennie’s eyes, the ending right now is not what we may deserve or what I want us to have.
Time is flying fast, people and things are changing fast, and I don’t want to miss any wonderful thing with you in the future anymore.
Just like the time when I blocked you, if I never ever came back, then there wouldn’t be any drawings and dresses you liked gifted to you.
Even I really should leave, I want to maybe leave you a good impression. You told me you didn’t like me anymore – I am sorry that I wasted so much love and likeness from you in merely a month, I always regret and reflect myself, I admit my mistake and I totally realized the reasons.
May this always reminds you of me,
just like the pink always reminds me of you.