You may or may not know

Mina, I am a nub!

I did many things for you. And you know that.

Many of them you didn't even ask.



And there are still many others things, you may not know.


I really don't know what else to do anymore. Because I don't have a chance to know what you like, what you want anymore.

But based on what we talked about until the last day:



About Hakken


Remember the time when we were playing that dumb Q&A game? You mentioned Hakken.

"If you have a chance to eat lunch with anyone on earth, who would you choose?"

"Umm idk. Hakken Coser."

You were even joking at me at that time because you thought I would just say your name to flirt. 😔 You disliked me that much at that time.

You even said you would "use your mouth to make Hakken very comfortable on that day", I know you just wanted to tilt me at that time.

But I know how much you liked Hakken and you had mentioned Hakken for more than one time to me.

I also got to know about Hakken because of you; So cool and same age with me. Even speaks very cute Chinese sometimes. And the thing is I found out Hakken actually treats the fans very nice. I got more information in the Chinese WeChat fans group.


So I direct messaged Hakken account on Instagram and Facebook, got a reply from the social account manager, telling me to email relevant request.

SO!

Then, below is part of my I email:

My English is really bad but I used all my effort just like when I was attending writing test for going abroad 🙂

I sent it after Apr.25th, the day we had that conversation.

After a week more, I got the reply:

And I followed up.

Mina, I know you never asked for it. This is just what I want to maybe have a try. I don't know if the final amount of money will be acceptable to my wallet, and I don't want you feel stressed about seeing an idol.

I will let you know if it really gonna happen, which means Hakken is really passing by Serbia. I guess it won't hurt if you go downtown for one day this summer and spend an hour sitting with him. Hakken speaks English anyways I guess 😄


Sounds a bit crazy even to me.

Honestly I am not a crazy person at all. I love our days when they were plain as water, peaceful and simple. Just gaming, chatting and sleeping.

But if I have to, if I am losing you, if I am really trying to, I may be really crazy to make things happen if I think it's worthy.

You said it's impossible. I also thought it's impossible. Hakken has over 2M fans on INS.

But I want to make it possible for you. And I think it's actually a matter of money.


I only know you like Hakken so I could only do this

if I know more of your habits and loves, and if you allow, I would do similar things,

to make you happy.

And I don't even need you to repay anything to me anymore. Like, just go Mochi shop to pick up, just go restaurant to meet Hakken,

that's all.

（As long as you don't tell me you want to marry Vucic. I can't help with that😄）


About EO


You may find this more interesting.

Before I tell you what I did for you, please let me tell you about my experience in China:


Before coming to America, I had been part-timely working for NetEase in Beijing since 2015, and summer intern as well.

I was 18.

We worked on Onmyoji before and after it was released in 2016. (They are more on Onmyoji Arena now, but I quit the team in 2018)

青あお行あん灯どん

One of the original ideas of Aoandon.

SSR. I owned her


Skin design


She in game when released

In 2017 summer, we started to work on Extraordinary Ones, which came out in May, 2018.


The director of art team at that time. Wang.

He is still active on EO I guess


How we teased him 😄


Some liners in the begging.

Old version of Taurell. He was totally reworked in 2019. His weapon was like a Gatlin gun instead of a pistol like now.

Girl on top was named 安黎, An-li. 安means safe and sound, 黎means dawn.


Katsuki . A colab hero, jungler.

In <My Hero Academia>


Big B ideas.

Sumo wrestlers~

Yeah we sweared it definitely has nothing to do with Totoro 😄


I used to do things for your attention, such as when I drew that Mimi.

use to selfishly spend my energy, time and money to lowkey just trade your love back.


But now, I come to understand, and it was you made me understand, that, I was a nub.

Love means I

If I do things for you always with an expectation of equal repay